Be merciful to me, LORD, for I am faint; O LORD, heal me, for my bones are in agony. My soul is in anguish. How long, O LORD, how long? Turn, O LORD, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love. Psalm 6:2-4

The rains have been consistent this morning and I am feeling like the weather, partly cloudy and just a little bit depressed. You see, a branch in my family tree is struggling right now. Struggling with fear, doubt, sadness, possible loss, and wondering can and will Jesus do a miracle. I hear the voice on the other end of the phone and it resonates deep despair and uncertainty. There is nothing that I can do to make it all better. There is nothing that my past experiences can draw from that line up the same, similar but not the same. One thing I do know that is the same, is Jesus is right there in the middle of it with them. He is not far. He is close, real close, whisper to hear close. He feels their pain. He feels the distress coming from them. He feels. He knows.

This branch in my family tree that is having trouble, they mean a lot to me and I love them. And my family tree branch is also part of another family tree that is in the midst of this fight for life. Trying to make the right decisions, trying to keep hope, trying to fight for the life of a son/cousin/brother/grandson/nephew that they love. I am completely overwhelmed with sadness for this family that I care about. This family tree that is also attached to my family tree branch, is hurting, has questions, and wants healing.

Jesus, I know that you are with them. I know that you will never leave them nor will you forsake them. Help them to draw on your strength and might. Help them to hear your voice of love for them and that they feel your arms around them. Hear their prayers of life for this child, your child. You are the One who brings comfort and healing. You are the only One and to your name be the glory of all things. Amen.

****This was originally written two years ago, since that time the above beloved child has passed away over a year ago.  The above family tree members are still struggling with most of the same questions and are still searching for healing but for themselves now.  I personally know the struggle of grief and how long it takes to heal and recover.  I know what it feels like to lose a loved one and cry out for mercy from The Lord.  I continue to pray for this family tree and the family tree branch that connects to mine.  I know that Jesus is with them and working in their lives for an amazing story that will bring Him fame.  I watch and wait as the story continues and the fame is spread.